Sad
I’ve had some really weird dreams lately. Most of them are about regrets. I wonder if this is what happens when you hit the “half-way” point in your life. Or perhaps it’s some sort of weird, mental, defense mechanism. Right now, the wife and I are on a tangent of bad luck. Each new weekend, for the past couple of months, brings some sort of misfortune. Some I’ve mentioned before, the rest I’m not at liberty to say. On the positive side, this weekend was only marked with my wife getting a cold (sore throat, achey ears, etc.). 
My dreaming mind is wasting time, reviewing the mistakes of my past. It’s beginning to spill over into my waking life and frankly, it’s pissing me off.
Personally, I’d like to get back to dreaming of flying, being Spider-man or seeing my secret project thru. I feel like I’m losing the mental retreat I can fall back on when things get tuff.
July 5, 2007 at 4:13 pm
Perhaps you need a good release. Try smacking the kids around! When things are tough, a heavy hand can lighten the soul. Give them a good thrashing, then crack open a beer and watch them stumble around half concious! It’s a riot!*
*The management is not responsible for those who take these statements literally. We here at CK enterprises do not condone the use of physical violence on children under the age of 15. Mental torture, however can be a powerful tool in the arsenal of today’s parenting.